Tuesday, March 29, 2016

in side out

all three
sensation/ perception/ feeling +
imagination/ dream/ nightmare +
action/ relaxation/ planning
integrated
mastered

cannot feel need/ desire or frustration of need
if towards object
I feel terror
I feel overwhelmed
I feel disgust
I feel drained

only when they are not there
can I feel longing
not coming from need or desire
but from fantasy

in childhood:
my family doesn't want what I want
they cannot satisfy my need
they give up easily, halfway there
they don't find it worth it at all

"they won't give what I need"
"I don't want what they offer"
covering
"I'm not wanted"

I'm not equal?
I'm not treated like an equal

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