Saturday, March 26, 2016

arisen in sleep

dream 
hearing beautiful version of 'O come all ye faithful'
customized
"Oh come let us adore himmmmmmm (clipped and then like a bell)
Oh come let us adore himmmmmmm
No one can tell me how long I need to gaze upon him, spend with him (something like that)"
Jesus!
good friday

abuse
experienced projecting detached, depressed self onto other
and rejecting them, leaving them
as life saving, reviving; as grace

and then being drawn, wanting to rescue them;
how effective that was, how good it felt, how right
what  a relief
to purge, abort, give up
to  reunite, idealize, forget


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